stupid lahhhhhhh
even after 24 years on this friggin place, i still have yet to learn so much. then again, don't we all?at this point in time. i'm feeling like a dumbass. wait.. i AM a dumbass, fo rnot being sensitive to whwat u've been going through, for not thinking before acting, to just assume everything for what it is.
i'm stupid for thinking that i'm able to be the one in your life to make you happy, to make you forget all your troubles for just that small unit of time.
ultimately, i'm damn stupid for hurting you over and over again, and for breaking the communication between us.
i have no ideas left. i am stupid, i'm insensitive, i'm incorrigible, i'm a dumbass, i'm worthless, but ultimately i am who i am. i will do what i can, but i can't do what i'm not.
someone said today "think about why you fell in love with her in the first place. are the both of you the same pple? maybe you need to have a good talk, and let each other know the real you's... "
I wanna see if things can be worked out, if you can get to know me, and i can get to know you... all over again. but i dunnno if i have the common sense to do that...for i am the senseless one.
posted by Da Buffalo! @ 10:03 PM
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