Friday, September 15, 2006

Lost

Today was the last episode of Lost - Season 2. That's what my baby said anyways.

I caught a glimpse of it while reasearching on IT in the healthcare industry. I didn't know what all the hype was about after about 10 minutes. Maybe I just haven't followed through with the rest of the shows. Maybe it was just the boredom of having to google for things that don't really interest me. Maybe I was just lost on the topic, and I didn't know where or what to look for.

This semester started well. It was supposed to be an enjoyable semester. Now I know that school's never that enjoyable. I realised today while walking around my usual hangouts in school that I'm alone. Sure, I have a couple of friends in school, but I hardly ever see them in school anymore.

Gym ... I know lots of people there, but I can't remember their names. I've stopped bothering to unless it serves a purpose. "Hi Irvin!" ... "Oh hey, how's it going?" That's about all I can remember of their names.

Kopitiam .... I take up a table for 4.. and I'm alone.

The study rooms.. I purposely book a room for 10.. and I'm alone...

I go to class alone... I go for breaks alone.. I shit alone... well yeah obviously.

In school.. I'm doing my own thing.. I'm lost as to what everyone else is doing with their college life. However I'm happy.

Cos at the end of the day, at the end of a busy week or day, I walk away from school, knowing that it's gonna be more productive outside of school. I do my work... and I enjoy it.

And ultimately, be it a sad, banal, ecstatic, exciting, happiness-happening, pensive, or a day lost in translation, I know that my special someone will always be there for me to talk to, to bitch to, to cry to, to have and to hold. And I'm happy.

=) See.. I'm happy

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