Friday, October 06, 2006

Afterburn

Many things have happened in the past 2 weeks and I think it's time to refocus on the main issues in my life, instead of let myself get distracted with all the things that are going on.

First thing's first, to make right my first year anniversary. I've already got something worked out in my head.. hehe.

After that, I need to catch up on sleep. I've found myself starting to burn out, and I desperately need the rest. It's never been easy for me being in school, since I somehow always find myself sleeping late, even when I have little to do. It's just a cycle that doesn't want to stop. I'm at no fault whatsoever.

Tomorrow's presentation should be a smooth-sailing one. I'm looking forward to what's happening after the presentation. Lunch with friend, gym with another friend, second lunch, stupid talk where I can go ther and do nothing but chat on msn or skype, then dinner with someone very special. Hopefully the night will bring with it joyous moments of interaction.

I'm already starting to get delirious. I had instant porridge just now. The term flash freezed porridge keeps on popping up in my head. Somehow. I added Marmite to it. I'm supposedly a marmot now. My msn display picture is a marmot on top of a bottle of marmite, although its name has been changed to marmot. I like that picture. It says a thousand words. That's what they say.

I'm really hoping and praying that the weekend and following week will bring with it much joy. There has been too much anger and sadness over the past 2 weeks. There're unresolved issues.. things that I'm unable to do anything about. However, there is somehting I can do. Keep my integrity and pride. I will not accede my pride to someone who doesn't deserve it. More so now than ever. But that's not the point is it. HOwever, there're always a few points.

I fucking despise and hate him. He's been causing all this shit. Honestly, no one needs shit like that. And he's making me indirectly involved with his shit. Fuck him. Fuck him to hell. Oh wait, I don't think he should even be in hell. Scum.. scum scum scum scum scum

I need to sleep now. It's been a fucked up week. But it's all good now...

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