Thursday, October 20, 2005

Sleepily Slidin Away

I'm soooooooo bloody tired it's not even funny anymore. I finally finished what I was supposed to do, and at least that means that I'll have tonight free to just hang around and do whatever I please. Woooohooooo!!!!! It was really a worthwhile project though.. I like the feeling of having that type of motivation, it really makes me quite happy.

Oh no.. wait.. I still have an article to write. Oh well. Work is neverending anyway.

So I feel that my project didn't turn out too badly, apart from a few minor glitches here and there that's always expected from something DIY I guess. Elmo told me to post pics of it up on my blog, but that would well truly be suicide. So too bad!

I never realised that emotions from past relationships could carry on so strongly into current ones, nor did I expect myself to be so affected by what's happened before, or at least I thought that a new relationship would be a new start. Evidently not. Please please please.. I hope that I'll be able to deal with the issues, and not make the same mistakes again.

Note to self: constantly remind yourself to stay in rational state. Allow irrational state for 20 seconds, then switch back to using your brain again, please.

It's gonna be another long day, but at least I'll have some time to hit the gym, or at least I hope I won't be too tired. Timing's really screwed up, can't really do much if I schedule full-days. I'm so tired that I can't even remember dreaming the past two nights, which is normal for me when I'm tired anyhow.

I can't wait till tomorrow! Reason is obvious.... and I have to go now or I'll be late again. Damn.

2 Comments:

At 10/20/2005 12:42:00 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

who's elmo? i wanna see it too!

 
At 10/20/2005 08:26:00 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

You must watch '2046'....an arthouse flick that dwells on the effects of past relationships

 

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