Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Helplessness

This is one of the first few times that I've been in a situation whereby I really feel utterly helpless, and where I don't even have any sort of contingency plan.. Sure I can't do much about it, but it's that little nagging feeling of always having to be in at least some control of one's own life that's really eating at me.

I really hope everything turns out well, and I'm annoyed and pissed and frustrated that I can't do more.. legally at least.

It's late, I've another long day tomorrow cos I packed my schedule. Well, at least it's been a rather productive day.

Since Derrick wants an update... well here's an update.. we haven't been meeting up that much cos we're all busy with our spouses.. haha.. and with work I guess, I love my girlfriend, I extended my MC till November, and Bagel hasn't had a bath in a couple of weeks.


1 Comments:

At 10/20/2005 09:08:00 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

wah i cant seem to follow what you're sayin in your entries man.... this is bad... -may y.

 

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