RETURN OF FARTMAN!

Choices

At any point in time it seems like I have so many choices to make, but then again at the same time it seems that I really don't have many choices, but I still have to make choices based on what I don't really have. Making any sense?

Choosing a school and a major are just one of the normal headaches every student has to go through, but add to that the financial strain of getting an education, especially one in the States, then it becomes a whole new ball game.

Of course, I'm even prepared to study locally, but really, only as a last resort. I really don't want to spend the rest of my life, or at least this period of my life, cooped up in this hole. Reasons run aplenty, and since it's early in the morning right now and I'm in a bad mood from googling and surfing schools, I shall not wish to delve any deeper into that.

It's so hard seeking financial aid for education. Then again, why must they make these institutions so fucking expensive? Such a great niche to fill, this education business. Maybe at the end of it all I'll just give the finger to that idea of getting a degree, and just simply start my own institution. The money will just roll in, wouldn't it, and I could just go ahead and get myself tattooed as and when I like, and not need to spend my whole bloody night looking for seemingly phantom organisations that I have heard give out financial aid. Oh yes, I forgot to mention that I've been spending so much time trying to seek out the Lee Foundation, but to no avail. It doesn't even seem to exist! Hence, if anyone out there has any information whatsoever, please please pleeeease fill me in. Thank you soooo much.

Till next time, goodbye world.

posted by Da Buffalo! @ 6:52 AM