I need to.. but I want to..
Eat healthy .......... pig out on duck rice with extra egg and tau kuahStudy ........ Sleep and go over to give my gf a big hug
Be serious with my internship ......... Enjoy the fucking hols till school stars in a couple of weeks
Save money and think of the future and be alll mature-like and think about how my future family's gonna survive ............ Save money and think of the future and be all bunghole like and think about how my future family's gonna sleep with me in an Aston Martin.. or Maserati... ok fine a 600 bhp R34.
Love and care for the animals at home ............. Kick the shit out of the dog sometimes for being the motherfucking asshole dumbass dipshit that he is.
Ultimately, there're so many desires, but then again there're so many responsibilities. What governs the mentality of these responsibilities? What is it in people that decides for us whether we choose to be deadbeats when it comes to responsibilities, or we find the motivation to live out our responsibilities well.
It's alwaysdisappinting to know that there are people out there who just fail in their responsibilities and duties. However, can we really blame them? Put in their shoes, or to extend the argument, in all other scenarios that require sistine drops of responsibility, will we still be all self-righteous and mr-and mrs-know-it-alls? Will we still dare to judge the actions and apaprent alleged wrongdoings of others?
I hope that ultimately I will be able to, for one because I'm a self-righteous and elitist pig, and I judge and I'm harsh with the losers that fill the endless void around me, that I will eventually force myself to not be like them. It's not about whether I feel that I want to do things that way or not. Ultimately, it's because I REFUSE to be a fucking loser, 'cos I'd hate to see myself atrophy to that level of banality, and that's why I'd do things that need to be done.
posted by Da Buffalo! @ 4:10 PM
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