RETURN OF FARTMAN!

Trying to make sense of everything

I'm sure many of you out there have suffered through heartbreak before. So have I! No big deal right? Well, what if it's been with the same person over and over again?

Of course, the initial response that I get is usually the "What the hell is wrong with you? If it doesn't work, then screw it and forget it!" However, boys and girls, is it really that easy to just screw it and forget it?

Here are the facts leading up to this vehement unhappiness regurgitating all over my consciousness.
1. We've known each other for a decade
2. We have loads of fun together
3. We love each other, understand each other, and all that bull
4. Granted, we've had our bad times, but who doesn't?
5. She says that she's waiting out for the right one to come along, but at the same
time she obviously behaves like we're in a relationship

How does one hold back in a situation like that? Falling in and out of love over and over again with the same person has definitely taken its toll, but I'm still not tired of it. Not yet.

However, boys and girls, it has come to a point whereby we're to cease contact. Even though we like each other, we've grown to be essentially a single divided being, and the mutual care and concern has surpassed even that of our parents (this has been tried and tested), we have to part, for the simple reason that she thinks there's someone better out there.

Granted, it's really a choice, an inherent right that every human being has. But where is the logic in that? To give up something that you know is good, that you love, just to hope for something better to come along.

I realise that I'm probably missing something out. I'm probably refusing to acknowledge some essential elements of the problem that would help make sense of this apparent anomaly.

Let's see where a loveless life, for now, takes me.

Hello world.

posted by Da Buffalo! @ 7:37 PM